The roadmap to a miracle

The roadmap to a miracle:

Many, many years ago a hasty decision was made….
No more children would I bear…
for already;
two little hearts looked to me for care.
No more children would I bear.

Then I heard that little voice inside…..whispering……
“I am what you need…..don’t forget about me”

Immediately I regretted that hastily made decision….
And made it my mission to reverse a bad, bad, bad decision-
But found it was too late…from my haste and my fear….
No more children would I bear…..
I prayed and prayed…
…“don’t forget about me”
I prayed and prayed……
…“don’t forget about me”
For 10 years I prayed……
I met a friend… with the brownest eyes
Who listened to all my cries….
Who reminded me …. Not to believe the lies
No matter what, he was on my side and began to teach me the secret of life..
Honesty…integrity… love…respect
…”don’t forget about me”
Duty…commitment…
..”don’t forget about me”
We didn’t forget about you. We could never forget about you.
So began the journey…
The shots…the pills..the surgeries..the money…the agony
..”don’t forget about me”
The hope…the joy…the positives…the negatives..
The positive…the miscarriage…
The sadness…..
..”don’t forget about me”
The sadness….the loss of hope…the loss of faith..
The deployment…
the decision…..
No more shots…no more pills..no more surgeries..no more money…no more agony
It was time to move on….it was time to start anew…
But with 4 little embbies…..what were we to do?
Life begins at conception—no matter how long it sleeps in the lab
It was all we had.
Three times they said not to do it.
Three times they said it wouldn’t work… and I believed them.
On a car trip across the country….in a car full of love….i get that message I’d dreamt would come from above
In a new city….with a new doctor… looking at the ultrasound screen…..it all still felt like a dream
I heard it….I saw it… I hold her today….

The miracle……….We call Anna

…”you didn’t forget about me.”

..”you didn’t forget about me”…

we didn’t forget about you.

Annissa: A completed Spirit
Abigail: A Father’s joy
I will never regret my miracle…I will never forget the pain…..and all that comes with it…

My roadmap to my miracle continues…….
keep loving
keep living
keep praying

Our God is a good, good God…..who hears
Skyy

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