Suggestions for a lump of Coal

Oceans apart and still raging wars…..
why not admit your fault and let it all go?
Are you still so sore that you
couldn’t tear me down???
Must you continue to smear my name
around town?

Keep communicating…
All your black heart knows are lies
keep spreading your negative influence
under a “being Professional” guise….

Your heart is black
your mind is dulled
only hatred pours from your delusional blood.

Spread that influence… spread it thick
keep casting those blows
keep being a d–k
from across the ocean, still under that evil potion
I stand back and laugh at you’re misguided gumption…

That others really care what you think.

You need a transfusion…step away from your demonic union
totally replacement, to get rid of that tainted blood.
lay back, relax, drain the old
and fill the new with God’s love.

No more promotions with in my future???
So what!
A reputation of being difficult??? Not a team player???
So what!
I’m the most hated in my profession???
So what!!

You must be sad…
to live with no convictions..
you vilify me, but you proved to be the affliction
You were wrong about me.. has wrong as could be
one day everyone will see

I was right about you.

It will all be revealed in time…
Try to influence your own mind….
…to be a better person…

And even if you don’t…..
…..So what!!?!

See how that works?

Sanctuary Sunday

Great message today at church!

Walking in Our Calling: How to Be Fruitful and fulfill my calling

2 Peter 1:2-11

May God give you more and more grace and peace as you grow in your knowledge of God and Jesus our Lord. By his divine power, God has given us everything we need for living a godly life. We have received all of this by coming to know him, the one who called us to himself by means of his marvelous glory and excellence. And because of his glory and excellence, he has given us great and precious promises. These are the promises that enable you to share his divine nature and escape the world’s corruption caused by human desires. In view of all this, make every effort to respond to God’s promises. Supplement your faith with a generous provision of moral excellence, and moral excellence with knowledge, and knowledge with self-control, and self-control with patient endurance, and patient endurance with godliness, and godliness with brotherly affection, and brotherly affection with love for everyone……

So, dear brothers and sisters, work hard to prove that you really are among those God has called and chosen. Do these things and you will never fall away.


Just like an athlete supplements his/her nutrition to help increase muscle mass and added energy for aerobic sessions, Christians need to supplement our faith. When we supplement of Faith, we get stronger as Christians and we are able to rise above this world’s corruption.

Supplement with:

  1. Virtue
  2. Knowledge
  3. Self-control
  4. Perseverance
  5. Godliness
  6. Brotherly kindness
  7. Love

We must be persistent by taking control of our mind and our bodies by our spirit.


This sermon spoke boat loads to me this week. Because a lot of times, I do let my passions rule my life. When I’m in my fitness mode…. Fitness rules my life. When I’m in a bookworm —I let books rule my life. I need to work on living by the spirit so that I am not controlled by my flesh.

It’s just like with fitness. I have to be persistent with my SkyFitPlan in order to see results. It may be hard, but I have to train my body and my mind to keep at it!!! And I must change the program that I am doing if I’m not seeing any results- but be persistent by finding a program that works. And really… any program works if you keep up with it.

It’s really been a blessing finding this church. The pastor speaks to my heart each and every week that I attend.


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The word destabilisation can be applied to a wide variety of contexts such as attempts to undermine political, military or economic power. In a psychological context it is used as a technique in brain washing and abuse to disorientate and disarm the victim. For example, in the context of workplace bullying, destabilisation applied to the victim may involve:[1] [2]
·         failure to acknowledge good work and value the victim’s efforts
·         allocation of meaningless tasks
·         removal of areas of responsibility without consultation
·         repeated reminders of blunders
·         setting up to fail
·         shifting of goal posts without telling the victim
·         persistent attempts to demoralise the victim.

There was NEVER anything wrong with me……


Gaslighting is a form of psychological abuse in which false information is presented to the victim with the intent of making them doubt their own memory and perception. It may simply be the denial by an abuser that previous abusive incidents ever occurred, or it could be the staging of bizarre events by the abuser with the intention of disorienting the victim.

There was NEVER anything wrong with me…..


So….. Manipulation through guilt…..
If I can get someone to feel guilt about something/anything – I’ve got them where I want them. Emotionally off track. If I can keep someone emotionally off track, I can get them to be puppets on my stage.
If I can get someone to feel guilty – that person will do whatever it takes to start pleasing me. I can even make that person believe that they are worthless and have no value.
I never knew how dark a person’s heart could get. I just knew that I felt the shadows— that explained why when I was away from the shadows, I could breathe- I could live—I could love.
The funny thing (really the sad thing) is — those outside of God’s love don’t know how dark their hearts are. They are not aware of the shadow that surrounds them.
Manipulation is not of God….
Being a people pleaser is not of God as well… By being a people pleaser—you are making other people’s opinions you “god”. You should have no other god above God!!
God forgive me for wasting so many years chasing after approval from man.
I realize— I’m not a hard person to love. My friends have been right all of these years.
“Take the rose-colored glasses off, Skyy. There are evil people all around…Some of them may even smile in your face and call you their “friend”—but their hearts are dark and shadows are THEIR constant friends.”
Towards the victims:
If there are no shadows…. The evil ones will attempt to create shadows— by whispering rumors and sowing seeds of doubt in others minds —-to put everyone on edge. Then everyone starts to believe the dark hearts that the light heart is “bad”. Then everyone acts like the light heart is the problem. Oh… the problem is deeper than that….. to be completely honest with yourself… the problem is deep within the darks…you cannot possibly think it’s right to “love” someone, then give what’s precious to another.
“a wise person has his eyes in his head, but the fool walks in darkness…….”
The great sadness is…. The dark hearts don’t know that they are following an evil script.
The great evil is……The dark hearts knowing exactly what they are doing and encouraging others to join in their fun.
It’s sad to realize that this organization have been creating dark hearts for centuries… probably since 1776. How else would you get a family man to lay down his life for a country that sees him as a commodity and not as an individual?
True leaders are not necessarily the ones with the more bars or rockers, but the ones who stand against the dark hearts. True leaders may not be guilt-less, but do not try to create guilt in others to manipulate for fun.
I had a leader tell me once…. “I am a master Manipulator!!” I should have believed him. In fact …. I saw his patterns before he told me who he was…. I heard his anchors… before he completed his sentences… I still laugh every time I hear or think about day trading…….

I so love my God… For he told us that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us. Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation. The old has passed away; behold the new has come.
We implore you on behalf of Christ… be reconciled to God (2 Corinthians 5:20)
Your black heart will turn light…..
….and your shadows will go away…….

The guilty

Shrugged update:

“there is no way to disarm any man except through guilt. Through that which he himself has accepted as guilt.”

If there is not enough guilt in the world, we must create it.

“if we teach a man that it’s evil to look at spring flowers and he believes us and then does it –we’ll be able to do whatever we please with him. He won’t defend himself. He won’t feel he’s worth it. He won’t fight. But save us from the man who lives up to his own standards. Save us from the man of clean conscience. He’s the man who’ll beat us.”

So now I begin to see the great evil…. Part of it is to make the innocent, guilty. Or better yet, feel guilt if there is no guilt. You break a man down, then start to fill that man with what you perceive him to be. Sounds like manipulation in the making. You want a puppet on a string? Begin by making him doubt himself…..

Look around… Many people use the same techniques today!! From your own supervisors, to your pastors. People play on your emotions and not your reason.

When you play on emotions — that’s manipulation.
When you reason with someone — that influence.

I’ve learned so much in the last few years as to how far others will go to make you doubt yourself and your abilities.

Thank you, Jesus that the darkness will not put out the light!!
I have a long way to go…. On this path of peace…

God is Good!!!
Faith, Love, Hope……

How many words does a picture speak???

Skyy’s new crowd

One sad… One happy
Change is sometimes hard.  When looking at the office photo it speaks more than what is seen. One, maybe not wanting to let go so soon, the other…. thanking God for an answered prayer.  Change is always good. Meetings are always happy. A new Job…. a new beginning….a new smile.

Oh…I’m the one happy.

and I may also be a little sad…
For frozen in time…is the happiness of not knowing everything about others….shortly…attitudes sets in; quirks starts to show and people seems to change…. I’m not going to change….my attitude will show; my quirks will be made known—my stubbornness will show– Excellence still rules….

Live in the NOW
Communicate Love

My Declaration

My Declaration

It had been preached throughout the Nations
the Good New brought down through the generations
of a God who loved and laid down His life
for all of creation.
There’s a place in my heart, not seen with human eyes
a place that’s a battlefield—
with my soul as the prize—

Deep within my thoughts
Deep within my being
Without God’s Love– Life would have no meaning.
I’m not here to please my earthly lust.
In my possessions– I will not place my Trust.

In the realm of my subconsciousness—-
—The place Forever resides—-

I declare:

“Our God is greater,
Our God is stronger,
God You are higher than any other.
Our God is Healer,
awesome in Power,
Our God…. Our God
And if our God is for us,
then who would ever stop us
And if our God is with us,
then what could stand against???”
                 —-Chris Tomlin
The things that I see…
The things that I don’t…
The thoughts that I know that I have….
The thoughts that I’m not  aware of….
My heart..
My soul..
My emotions…
My body….
Belongs to the King of kings..
The Lord of Lords…
The Creator of Heaven and Earth..
He who Was and IS and who will always be…
He who gave His life for me.
The Sanction of the victim
Ms. Rand’s philosophy aside, this book makes a good read.  It’s as if she is looking into the workings of a lot of organizations today.  There are many who work hard but get no where. No matter how hard you work– someone (others) wants to reap the rewards of your labor.
The hard worker is chastised for working hard. The hard work is made to believe that THEY are the evil ones.  If you don’t conform to the majority rule— you are set apart and treated poorly.  As fiction, the book is wonderful.
I don’t agree with her philosophy, and I don’t understand why a lot of people who love this book are Republicans and atheist. Through research, this book is linked with great evil.  It is rumored that points from this book was used t develop the satanic bible—-
I take it that the Republicans are the wealthy in this story that believe that the government is creating a lot of free loaders and that they (the wealthy) are being penalized for working hard and making a profit……