Today—I decided to go ahead and get that tattoo that I’ve been wanting to get for a while.

“Consider the lilies of the field, how they grow: they labour not, neither do they spin.” Matthew 6:28
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This Bible verse has always kept me stable. When I worried too much about how things were going in life, I’m reminded that the lilies don’t struggle. They don’t spin. They don’t worry…. God provides for them– and they are beautiful!

Today is the day that I stop worrying…I know what is in my heart. I feel what I feel. There is nothing wrong with how I feel. It is written on my heart…… I will not worry…my heart forever belongs to PL

A path diverted

Well…. not sure whether to be happy or not….  But now the hard work starts.  The hard work is not questioning fate and to accept things as they come. …to be like water……. it’s just hard not to be a little disappointed. When faced with a fork in the road…. one wonders what life would be if the other road had been taken….  When both options would bring happiness…. what difference does it make??  Well…. it makes a difference or I wouldn’t be sitting here thinking that I’ve missed out on more than just a change of scenery.

I guess that this is what happens when one rides the fence and throws the dice into the air, hoping that fate would know one’s true desire.  It is fate isn’t it? A path diverted.

Sometimes… I’m my own worst enemy… or… no matter how much I want to go down a certain path…..fate is forever on my side… keeping me on the right path.

Why, oh why, can’t we live out both paths at the same time!!  Anyway.. It sounds like a sad song…. and I really have been up lately…so I will continue to be up.

Reading about the Rastafari has given me a little bit of strength! I just don’t know which way to go, when both options seem wonderful! Both options would bring great rewards.

If it’s meant to be… it will be.. maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow…. but it will happen.