So… others are still trying to control through emotions! By using certain words– like “feel”- then attach a negative adjective to that word—- Some people believe that those string of words alone will get me to change the mental state that I am in.
So… others believe that they can “shame” me into doing their own bidding. Because I am a good person — who typically do not like to disappoint others.
It doesn’t work! I am not manipulated by anything that you put out there! I am perfectly fine with WHO I AM. The only thing that your actions do to me is to irritate me. And when something starts to irritate me, I just laugh it off and walk away.
Even if I look fluffy in all pictures that are taken of me…. doesn’t mean that I “feel” fluffy. LOL…I would have never thought that at the age of 44, I would have to encounter “Bullies”!
This is actually getting interesting….. It’s like an experiment. To see what comes next.
Well… I can tell you what comes next for me….. to continue living my life the way that I want to live my life. To continue to “Feel” what I want to “Feel”— Not what you would want me to feel. If it so happens to be the same feel adjective that you are currently using—- my feeling would be based on what I choose to feel—- not you trying to “suggest negative” feel adjectives.
LOL… No matter how much a picture is stretched.. It doesn’t mean that is how I see myself!
I know that I know that I know….. who I AM and how I live. I don’t see myself through others eyes. And I am beautiful.