Dimmed Light

My Baby Boy has Died

264419_10150211421827879_7196494_nBrandon Tyler Williams

May 4, 1994 – May 3, 2014

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Для моей прекрасной, красивой мальчика.

Вы тронули мое сердце,
Вы зажгли мой мир.
Любовь, которую ты показал миру продолжает светиться.
Все вы встретили увидел, что фар внутри вас сиять. Вы были призваны на небеса на вашем обозначенном времени.
Я люблю тебя мальчик —- так очень
Я не был готов отпустить ваши прикосновения.
но я знаю, что вы очень меня любила.

 

Your smile lit my world

Your laugh was music to my ear

I never imagined you would not be HERE.

My son, my friend, my heart, my love, my life.

Without you here, the days goes by without meaning.

I’m lost inside this nothingness.

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Music now sounds dull

light now is dimmed

I’m now living life on the rim..

Of everything and nothing……

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My baby boy has left this life,
Time stopped for me the day he died.10259721_10152033854592283_1267649630317676019_n
There are many things that I want to say that I’m still having a hard time putting into words.
My Brandon was strong and self-assured. He loved the Lord and he loved life. He always had a smile on his face. He was surrounded by and he cared greatly for his friends.

I’m told by so many that he was depressed and in a moment of darkness, he decided to take his own life.

I’m having a hard time believing the reports.

I’ve always seen a smile on his face. When I was down, he lifted me up.  I am told that he even counseled one of his friends that talked about taking his life out of doing just that.

Although I don’t have any answers as to why my son died alone, I know that I will see him again one day.  I look forward to that day.

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