Peace on the Lake

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Lake view
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backyard view
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hubby on the lake

My new happy place is our lake house.  I get up each morning to the most peaceful view.  Sometimes I see the birds flying close to the waters and ripples that they leave behind brings peace to my soul.

I am constantly going through the waves of grief. I wonder when, or even if, this will ever go away.  I barely remember the times before this pain. Sometimes the sun shines through and I seem to “forget” that I am sad. Then it hits lame again.  He’s really gone.  Not to come back.  All that I have are memories of a different time.  A million years ago.

But the sun is getting through. I know that there are many blessings in my life.  I have to grab hold of that fact and keep getting better.

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