Sometimes when you love yourself, you realize that holding on to old pain is pointless. The best thing to do is to let it all go once and for all. I’ve come to the fork in the road that demands that I let go of all the shit that I’ve been through in the past. It means that I have to take an honest look at the people in my life that has not been there for my best interest and to finally let them go. And I have. It might have taken years for me to get to the point that I realize that some people hang around not because they have any concern for me, but because they want to keep tabs on me. It makes them feel better about themselves to think that they may still have some small hold on me. Guess what? You have no hold on me. You didn’t then and you don’t now. The only difference it that I am aware of that fact now. It is okay that some people do not like me. I don’t like them. There is nothing to feel guilty about. What I should have said years ago was… Fuck you!! You had no right to treat me the way that you did. I always had the right to say Fuck you!! But because I was so sweet and so nice, I didn’t want to hurt your feelings. Even when you were tearing me down. Even when you participated in harassment. I was too nice to call you out. Well guess what……. Fuck you.
Letting go of old hurts is so refreshing. Saying Fuck you is better than years of therapy.